My soul needs to be lift

Depression
It’s like the smooth
Baby blue creek
That doesn’t show
Sadness
But,
It sounds
Like its
Stuck and
Wants to move on
Then it starts to move
Move on
Like the waves
Splashing into
Rocks and
Shines with the
Sun like the
Sparkling glitter
Than when it shines
On me
I start
Feeling jolly
When the waves
Lift my spirit
And I
Move on forward

Why words hurt me?
I instantly needed her
I cried over
And over again
Feeling I wanted to die
Needed my guide book
But she wasn’t
By my side
Needed to get away
And the only thing I caused
Was to have hatred
Inside me
Thorns grew in my heart
Everyday
And everyday of my life
I let people
Tease me
And
It caused me
To run
Run away
From my fears
But one day
Someone told me
That
Don’t get words
Get to you
Cause
You’ll get hurt

Living In The Outside World

Out of my new house
walking on the streets with fear of darkness
Usually I'm calm
not a single tear on my cheek
Talking to myself
I'm not frightened ... I'm not frightened
Sitting side by side next to someone
just gave me a chill
like the freezing air at night
In the streets i feel stuck
between two huge buildings
its like being surrounded by a group of people
Didn't know what to do
Even though i see people mean mugging me
Running is not my solution
i have to stand up
try to fit in with others
because were not that different from each other

what diffrences do you see
Even though you think we're illegal aliens
Well we're not and we'll prove it to you by

changing your thoughts about us
'cause Mexicans are not afraid and
I'm not frightened

hi im diana a upa student i been writing poem since 6th grade.
i made this blog to let people see my poems that have never been heard.
my first poem is a poem that had to have alot of experience of being a outsiders.
leave some positive comments and some thing that u like.

thank you